locked up feelings....

Hello, Hello! I have just started working! working Is grand....I liked it more than I thought I would.

I've been thinking about lots of things...lots of people that have been frustrating me and making me sad and I've come to the conclusion that they are just not worth thinking about anymore...My dads side of the family still hates me and I try to tell myself they arent worth it...But my heart never lets that happen i cant seem to let go of anyone that I want to let go of It's just really hard for me. Sometimes its easy...when youre just fed up but theres always sadness in goodbye...